The descent into the cave of the rabbit...

Wednesday 28 November 2007

Secrets and hypocrisy

The gap between us is growing bigger. Soon I won't be able to reach you. Distance makes us strangers. I don't know what you dream of now. I'm certain that everything is different. What used to be your wish, no longer is. And you keep cutting me off. What I learn about you is only what you want me to learn. Secrets. Fragments of a truth much different than yours.

If I ever return, I don't think that you could recognize me. I've changed and keep changing. I used to be someone else and now I am a completely different person with other needs and wishes. Perhaps I want to live abroad forever. Will you come with me and experience the alien dream? At the same time, I hesitate to inform you about my decisions and I wait for you to get tired by the distance. The ever growing distance. We are like the continents.
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What is worst? To imply that something is wrong, like you do? Or to act as if I were innocent, like I do?
Who is the biggest liar? Me or you?

And, after all, what does that mean about our relationship?

2 comments:

Axis Mundi said...

Very clever and all I can say by reading it is that it definitely cuts both ways..
nice!

bigapple said...

Thanks a lot!

Although it would serve me better if the advantages were more than the disadvantages...