Xmas

Wake up late.
Drink 2 litres of coffee.
Smoke 5 packets of cigarettes.
Drink 3 bottles of wine.
Eat nothing.

Enjoy your thoughts!

Prepare your return to the States, because the country you are working at now lacks structure and operates in a non linear way; so non linear that ti makes it impossible for you to build the future...

Bloody Xmas

[...] What's left there for us then? [...]

[...] We can do whatever pleases us.
But knowledge can be painful, so I pledge for ignorance. [...]

[...] With our secrets. [...]

[...]But what I am experiencing now is not a "Merry Christmas"!

[...] I want to go back at the States. It's easier for me to live there. A total stranger amongst others. Why do I even bother coming here for Xmas? I only have a nice time with a couple of friends and that's all! I could invite them at York and spent the holidays there...It would be just nice...

But here, it's a nightmare. So many memories...